This will be my last entry for this whole Live Journal thing. All that this stupid journal has done is hurt the person I care about most. My mom. I can't belive how much I have hurt her. She has done nothing but great things for me in my life. I don't know how to fix things between us. I have fucked up real bad this time. Im at a complety loss. I ( Read more... )

Im going to do that thing with the 12 descriptions ( Read more... )

i just read dyalns commeny and im about to cry. i hate all this shit, i dont klnow what to do. i dont know how to make every one happy- all i can do is fuck up. i fuck up wit my mom, i fuck up with dylan. i dont know what the fuck to do. i want o be with dylan so bad right now, but i honesty dont tink he wants to be near me. i dont know what else ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I went and saw Sky Captain with my dad and brother. That was one trippy movie. We then went to the mall- I got a shirt- and we all had some ice cream. My dad took my brother and I home, and Dylan had called, so I called him back and met him at guitar center with Spencer. We walked aroung pavillions for a while. We got kicked out of ( Read more... )

Well, Dylan came over last night at like 5:30, and we ent shopeing and i got a pair of pants and a shirt. We came home and had turkey fr dinner. Bet Dylan was in heaven. He had a sprite to drink too. LOL. After that, we went to the car show at Pavillions. We walked around for a while then went to Best buy, then went and sat down in McDonalds, then ( Read more... )

Last night, Dylan came over after boxing and we chilled and stuff. We uh yeah,, had a lot of fun. Dylna gave me a good hick on the neck. Good job dylan. You're getting the hang of it. We chilled in my room and talked and shit. Dylan was telling me about htis airplane, im not quite sure what he has up his sleave, but ill find out soon enough. All i ( Read more... )

Today was pretty decent. I took a test in World Histor, and I think i passed it. Im doing to bad in school right now. i have like Cs in all my classes. This fuckingn sucks. What ever. O well. Art as always was fucking lame. Theater was ok. I wrote spencer and Dylan notes. Dylan was having a bad day. I hate it when he's sad, it makes me sad. He got ( Read more... )

The rest of my day: We walked to TEXICO, got some food and drinks, chilled in the ally nad ate and drank. We went back to spencers- threw the football around. There was this realy cool cat that would chace the ball. It was so cute. We went back inside and Dylan and I fooled aroung FUN!! No naughty naughty stuff though. I played my ghetto rap CD ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool I guess. I did my pantimime in theater- I made a " virgin " bloody marry to Tipsy. It was pretty lame, but that's ok. Kayla has stoped allof her little not writing and shit. All that shit is finaly over. I saw a bunch of pictures of Chloe on Ej's phone- Sorry Chloe, but that was soooo SLUTY. Why do you degrate yourself like ( Read more... )

Today was the most calm day of the week by far. At lunch, I went into World History to make up come work. I brought my C- to a C+.. WOO HOOO go me! Kayla didnt talk to me or write me any little notes tha she's so fond of writing. As far as that whole thing goes, I guess I kind of fell bad for her. She can't be her self- she's tring to make everyone ( Read more... )