I dont know what to do. i dont know what im feeling. and whats even worse is i have no idea if what he is saying is true. ineed to get out of this place.

"This is the worst day of my life ( Read more... )

What do u do when u feel like u let everything that u ever had that was good slip away? im not strong enough to do what i need to. im not loved enough to get what i want. o and yea my senior year is going to suck we lost 11 players from my varsity soccer team and i have only one class with my best and only true friend. sometimes i want to go to bed ( Read more... )

A guy that i used to be in love with until he used me asked me to be his fuck buddy last night. it was really weird i went to babysit and he is one of olivias brothers friends so he was over there then when everyone left he stayed he told me he was horny then tried kissing up on me ne ways i made him stop but it was so weird. i need a nw guy who is ( Read more... )

My sister and i went and go our nails done so now my finger and toe nails r orange and beautiful. i also got my brows waxed so they look good too. nothing bad has happened with andrew but his g/f is off from work tonight and last night so i havnt gotten to talk to him or see him so that really sucks because of coarse i want to see him but o well ( Read more... )

Well things right now seem to be going ok i only get to be with him for like 10min a day but i love the time we have together. I know he is tottaly not good enough for me but whatever im having fun. I also pissed off one of my best friends and im not really sure how to make it up to her. Shit happenes im not sure waht else to say.

Well see im glade i saw him and everything and im so happy we had such a good time but the problem is that now i want to see him or talk to him all the time. so i called him while she was at work and we talked for like 30 min or something like that and then he stopped by for like 5 min and gave me a little peck. but now hes with his g/f so i cant ( Read more... )

well i would have to say that things turned out better then expected. Me and andrew messed around for like an hour and it was awesome!!!! but he left a hickey on my neck which i had to figure out how to hide from steven and his g/f. um steven told andrew that we messed around the other night which kind of pisses me off because we didnt but whatever ( Read more... )

Im going to go babysit in like an hour ill probably talk to andrew for like 5 min and maybe finally get everything settled. but steven might be there the whole night and that might be weird because he thinks that i might be interested so im going to have to set him straight. ITS GOING TO BE AN INTERESTING NIGHT!!!!!

wow these past couple of days have been so weird first i told my sis i was not a virgin and that was weird and then tonight i went to babysit and see the guy im kind of crushing on and that was cool but then his friend who i used to talk to got home early and we were there talking and just relaxing and then he tried to put the moves on me which is ( Read more... )