I forgot how to be happy.

One semester almost over.
I can't wait to graduate and never talk to these people again.

My dog is being put to sleep today.
It's possibly the hardest, most painful thing I've ever had to go through.
He's got three hours now and my heart is wrenching, I swear. It hurts so much.

I'm leaving for Thailand tomorrow.
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"Men are crap."
"We're all the same."
"Still crap."

Haha, what made me ever want a boyfriend?
Today is definitely calling for Ben & Jerry's and sappy romance movies.

Today at work, Mr. White told me "Thanks sweetheart, don't get lost in the dark."

for some reason it was really nice and cute and I felt like I was in a movie for a minute. hahah. So I'm saving it here.

I wish I had a stable group of close friends like I used to.

I'm so weird, I must be bipolar.
for real.

I'm working on good karma and art projects! I'm busy.

getting worse, and I hate it ( Read more... )

THAT'S IT.
I NEED A BOYFRIEND
GODDAMNIT

I need it!

I've just been so depressed lately.
I don't feel like telling any of my friends
because I already bitch so much. hahah.
I've got to handle some things on my own.

I was so happy just last week. What did I do?
I can't help but believe this is some sort of karma, but what I did do?