it's closing in on Day 3 of zero contact. it's saddenign because i feel as if i've just been forgotten. the loneliness is extremely disheartening to say the least.

i've begun an experiment late Monday night. unfortunately, it's going exactly how i was afraid that it would. i'm not sure how long i can keep it up though when it all comes to an end i hope that i'll have the strength and the courage to say what i want to say and hopefully things will be better because of it and not worse. i hate the idea of ( Read more... )

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Hello Friends & Fans,

I just wanted everyone to be aware of all the great stuff happening tonight on BlogTalkRadio. Check out it all out and be sure to catch "For Christ's Sake" actress & producer Nicola and I tonight.

Even call in and say hi if you want to!!

Thanks and take care!!

Dustin Hubbard
C Word Productions


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so i find myself living in a day when i'm struggling to finish making a movie and yet when i have the time i can't even bring myslef to watch one ( Read more... )

things started getting so incredibly out of hand last night that i wanted to die. i was eventually cut off from communication for whatever reason and it drove me insane because i know that they read my texts and i know they got my telephone messsages. it just hurts that for whatever reason this person chooses to cut me out and put the people who ( Read more... )

there's a situation going on with someone that's very imprtant to me and i'm powerless to do anything for them. it makes me feel sick. i wanna cry ad scream and just go there and fucking kill the people that are bringing them down but i can't. i'm shit. the situation is shit.