it's funny. in the past i would have never been able to type out on here some of the stuff that i have entered in the last week or so. it's strange really. i guess i feel like it's a safe haven now since practically everyone on my friends list is inactive except for about 6 or so people. it's odd and nice all at the same time. it feels good to talk ( Read more... )

so it's been a texting kinda night. i've been texting a lot. like a LOT!!!! and apparently things have gotten nuts today for my people ( Read more... )

so last night was a total emotional trainwreck. i had a lotta unbeknownst support via the telephone but none of the people i so wished to speak to. it was ok. these people get me but i want others to really understand me emotionally and i knwo it's hard. the wall is very thick and sturdy ( Read more... )

things seem to have gotten really tense lately. there's so much going on and at the same time it seems like nothing is happening to ( Read more... )

so i've been in loose talks with a Hollywood producer about the possibility of maybe writing and directing a sequel to the long-running horror franchise that he owns. when asking him via e-mail about what he's looking for in terms of story, plot keypoints and necessary film content he responds to me with this ( Read more... )

the surest sign that your life sucks ass is when you find yourself watching "Boynton Beach Club" with your mother on late night cable at about 1:30 in the morning. nothing is lamer!! i need to get a life ASAP!!!!

so life's just as peachy as ever. i had a few highlights today but nothing special. some personal nonsense cae put with personal issues mentioned previosuly and i wanna kill myself. nothing huge though so worries. it's just aggravating is all. then after days of trying to contact this one high-level B-movie scream queen's management they finally ( Read more... )

things are tough all over as the old saying goes. last night was a night of aggravation and loneliness. this may have been evidenced by my previous post. i hated it. i spent most of the evening trying to contact people in referrance to film matters, personal matters, ect. no luck anywhere either. sometimes my life seems to resemble an old school ( Read more... )

livejournal seems to be some type of graveyard to me. whenever i log on and look at my friends' entries there seem to be only about 4 or 5 active members on my friends list. i remember when this site was the shit and now it just seems so yesterday. i guess in a way that makes it easier for me to come on here and complain or vent or talk about weird ( Read more... )

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