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i'm going to be a rock star. what a brilliant plan! it can't fail. i mean, i have greater skills or at least capacities than most rock keyboard players, so if i refine my skills and become actually good and don't hit quite so many wrong notes, i could play jazz and rock and anything. man, i'd be so cool. me and wes goode could have a band cuz he's ( Read more... )

but now i'm actually fairly studious, so i get stuff done. in fact, i'm doing stuff right now. without doing it ( Read more... )

of a place in jax i could just go and sit around and relax, like a really good park or just some place, i dunno. i really need a break from everything before i go back to school. now i understand why all the people that people think are so cool are so irritable alot of the time, so yeah i need a break. help.

sorry ihaven't updated in awhile but i've been gone and busy and lazy. and i have to be up in 4 hours so i'm goin to sleep. i'll be back officially monday. cuz i'll sleep sunday night...alot. ok yeah mission trip to KY don't try to contact me. but email me aplenty if'ns ya want. chickenman7@aol.com. check it, yo.

GO JESUS! >trip

i don't know when my piano lessons are. could be 11, but i think that's the recital tomorrow. >shrug< i don't even know what i'm playing but i plan to start my day today at 11. as in start practicing and reading and stuff. may get pulled back to 1030. i think i'll start working on jazz after the recital and my party. and technique, cuz why try to ( Read more... )

lost new york thing, but had alotta fun. no elaboration. except i bought 106 bucks worth of music at tower records. was 145!!! i cut it down! and a dvd the 2nd time, and abuncha sheet music at sam ash. well, bartok and claire de lune (for KERI) and "the jazz piano book" so i can play jazz. i have some kind of thing. i feel really weird. i dunno can ( Read more... )

augh everything has gone wrong since about 630. stupid merritt. she fucked everything up for me. hitting on me the whole time. me vaguely trying to get rid of her, but i thought she knew about kyra and who she was so it was harder. BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAWOIHAEGHWEH i just wanna go fuckin wail on myself. beat the shit out of my face. give myself another ( Read more... )

rocked like a mofo. at least i don't have to be secretive in talking to kyra about it now. yeah. fun as anything, man. but i'm exhausted. 10 hrs of sleep over 60 hours. i think. but anyway, yeah. rocked like heck yeah. and i know who that karcub person is now hahahahahaha. waaaaaaaahahaha. ok chem exam tomorrow. too tired to study, maybe tomorrow. ( Read more... )

i need to get in the habit of showering. oh did i mention ( Read more... )