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grrrrr. that is all i have to say about being on this stupid math comittee. 
3 hour long meetings after school that don't start until 4 freakin thirty? 
no, i'm not paid for this. it's just one of those things everyone else thinks goes along with my job.

i really really really really miss my mom and sister lately. i can't stop thinking about it. I ( Read more... )

 

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i had to miss my orange belt karate test today with my class to be at open house. luckily, they'll let me retest, but not for two more weeks. i'm ready now.

today was overwhelming. it always is. i am more worried about the amount of adults that are going to be in my room than my students.  i have 3 different parapros... all different personalites, ( Read more... )

that's it. i am for sure continuing karate.
i'm going all the way to black belt. 
in a few weeks i'll be an orange belt.
wooo!

other things to woooo! about:
sleeping with my windows open for the past three nights in a row.
rainy mornings.
my fish torpedo being ok.
fall = apple orcharding (i hope)
being a student again

my boyfriend is the bestest because...
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i'm starting to feel a little bit nervous for things coming.
a little bit unprepared
and feeling like i'm missing out on something but i don't know what.

it's a good day when i get to talk to my bestest.

i can't quit karate. not after breaking boards last night for my first time. way too cool. i'll just go one day a week and give up something else that costs money.

i just got my first bill for my masters. $1,890 buckaroos. spare change?  really, if you just invite me over for dinner i'll be happy. i ( Read more... )

the bottom the earth i have to fall
but you really caught me
you really caught me, dear
at the bottom where I'd fallen.

and slowly dear ask that you dance with me
here with the shades down
lights off

when i didn't know you
and everything i do
done badly

welp. 
it's about that time. 
every night i dream about teaching, so i suppose i really have to start thinking about it.
22 more days.
i guess i'm ready to face it.
i should be more prepared this year, right(?)

i will be a student myself this year too.
at OU
in their reading and language arts masters program.
2 1/2 years of being in debt basically.

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.the mosquito bites are worth it.
.to be walked to my car by you.