im fat and ugly and i suck at life :)

Never Date an Aquarius
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so the pain from my ear woke me up at like 8 oclock this morning...me..being the stubborn bitch that i am tried to pretend that this damn ear infection was going to go away...however it got about 100 times worse since last night... so..without a doubt i took my ass to urgent care...which was surprisingly enough not a bad experience...i only had to ( Read more... )

i know that nobody cares...but im fucking addicted to myspace now that i have one...
and for some god forsaken reason...i cant get to my myspace tonight and i want to die...
its saying something about routine maintenance...they need to get their shit together cuz a sad addicted technology whore now....

Life just continues to get more and more complex everyday...
I should just hop the greyhound bus to anywhere..because i cant deal with shit

Happy turkey day to everyone... Or even if its not completely happy, then try to make it tolerable...thats pretty much my plan

I lie to my parents about who i am and what i do in every aspect of my life because i am sick and tired of seeing their looks of disappointment...ive gone to extreme measures in my life in order to make them happy...but i dont know how much longer i can keep this up... they know nothing about me or my life...and its starting to become much more

Halloween party tonight at my house...

Bruiser....you have been my friend for 8 years...its so hard to let you go... i hope you understand that i did what i did out of love, and i was there even though you couldnt see me ( Read more... )

so i havent talked to my friend lisa in like a year...then i see her online ..and she is in florida now...and wants me to come visit her (which i probably wont cuz i hate to fly ( Read more... )