im sitting outside, a little intoxicated , alot stoned. in the mood for a conversation, but all of my friends are fucking sleeping and shit. working at a bar is awesome but when you get off and want to go do something, all you can do is get fucked up. its cool though i like it ( Read more... )

alcohol is bad.

ok so, its midnight im loaded. 1st ( Read more... )

so yea, ive been working at the electronics giant bestbuy. its a pretty fucking cool job and no i can not get you free shit. if you havent talked to me its bc ive been working 12 hour days all the time, making that bank. and my phone was broke but i got a new one now everything is straight ( Read more... )

so, im single again, which is kool. i mean now im more free to date around and shit. not that there are too many ladies out there into me. but if there are you know where to look me up.

im okay. i feel good. i am still enlightened.

As of recent there have been several differnt events going on in my life. Things making me unhappy or rather things happening and me making myself unhappy about them. Yea that's it. Tonite i accepted how much we are not in control. You do not know when you will see it and finally get the big picture. Life is good, short and you have to enjoy it ( Read more... )

welcome to my life. please dont be mislead i do not speak of wishing i was dead... i still have way to much to accomplish. just those trying times ...that fuck with your head ( Read more... )

ive been sitting at home alot. no going out. no interaction with anyone. writing, playing, singing, sleeping, drinking and smoking cigarettes. it's really hermit like and strange. but i kinda like it.

I Woke up at 7:15 today. I went to work a job pulling shit out of houses. I walked off the site in an hours time. It's a long story and I don't feel like getting into it. However, on the walk back to my car down metairie road I started realizing some things. First and Foremost being what the fuck am I doing with my life? Was I really just picking ( Read more... )

it has been so long since i have updated this and i shall explain later in the story why...i dont know where to begin to tell this story...you may not think it is real but ...it is. This is direct and has not been altered in anyway. (also another note, my times and dates are out the window i have no idea when these things took place all im going to ( Read more... )