I’m sitting next to my computer and wondering what I am living for? Why? I have no answer.. not even one. I don’t know. Does someone need me? Or maybe this all is an illusion? I mean life.

Ok, if I will disappear one day, my friends won’t laugh at me so much and then what? They will be sad and will find someone else to laugh at.. I ( Read more... )

WTF?!??????!?!?!?!?!?!!?!!!!?!?!?!!?
what happened?!!? stupid journal!

Bulletproofcupid, please help me with that!

Wow,how weird, I am actually updating my journal! Never thought that's gonna happenned...
I am trying so much to stay positive, in this month I have a million things to do. I don't want it!!!! Actually I like to be very busy all the time and hate to be bored but still, it's scary! My grades are horrible and there is almost ( Read more... )

Hello again ( Read more... )

I really can't understand myself sometimes. Everything great, my grades are o.k, but I feel so s-a-d. I have no idea why!rrrrrrrrr.... Even my class teacher told me that I make all things funny. Nevermind ( Read more... )

Hey everybody! Whats up ( Read more... )

God!!! I came home before 5 minutes ago. Something terrible almost (ALMOST) happened to me. My mom and grandma were at my aunts house (ashkelon), and I stayed at home with my dad. He was watching football (TV), so I decided to walk with my dog Travis outside, because he didnt feel good - I mean the dog ;-). I was walking on the street and then one ( Read more... )

What's up, people? It's me! The russian one!!! = J A N E ( Read more... )