God, I love how he told me he still wanted to be friends, that he still wanted me to call and write, basically that he didn't want to shut me out completely, yet he hasn't called me at all since Saturday. You would think if he wanted to still be friends that he could call me and just chat like friends do. Now I see why he believed so strongly ( Read more... )

It's so crazy how everyone older than me was so right about Asher, but I refused to listen to them. I'm glad I didn't, too. It's good that I've gone through this because next time around I'll be able to spot a bad and cowardly boyfriend. You know, I really am better off without him. Even though he brought a lot of things out in me I didn't know ( Read more... )

whoa. it's been forever!

so, junior year sucks. it's very hard. having a boyfriend in college sucks. I only see him every other weekend. having a boyfriend that's going to be in Prague next semester sucks, too. I'll manage...barely.

I saw the pixies last weekend. beyond words how much that kicked ass

I got a record player!!!!

Merry Christmas!

The first show is tonight. I'm not nervous at all about how I'll do, cause I don't do much to begin with, but I am nervous for everyone else and the whole show. It seems like there was hardly any time to get this all together. I think after tonight, though, it will definitely be better. Even if things go horrible, guys in tights always makes ( Read more... )

Don't you love the feeling you get when you find a cd that you lost months ago and had given up hope on finding? ah it's wonderful!!! :D

I just bought my first Smiths album and I love it. While I was in B&N I saw this guy who was just beautiful. He wasn't the gorgeous beautiful, though. It's kind of hard to describe. He was one of those beautiful people who you feel bad staring at cause that's rude and all. I guess unconventionally beautiful would describe him. He had this ( Read more... )

omg. I just went to the Julien-K site and wow Ryan Shuck looks sooooo different. I always thought he was mega hot, but now he's like gorgeous!!! I don't know how I feel about what I've heard from him and Amir. It just seems so fake. I mean I like all that different stuff, but using real instruments in the raw form is always nice. It's good to at ( Read more... )

This will be one of the craziest weeks ever! I have to clean my room before my mom gets home or I will be in some kinda trouble, but I have a buttload of homework to do!!! I have so many papers and projects due this week. aaahhh it sucks being in high school.

I wanna cry. My stepdad just spent two hours downloading all this stuff for what I thought was Kazza. Turns out, I went to the Kaaza website instead. Two totally different downloading programs. Oh my gosh. I'm gonna scream. All I wanna do is be able to download music and download it at a decent pace. Stephen did however hook up DSL, so at least my ( Read more... )