Wow I'm glad I just spilled my heart out on here and it got deleted. Its perfect that something like that would happen. I feel like shit and its because of fucking boys. Pretty faces get you everything in life. I hope that one day people will stop being shallow because I'm sick of everyones shit ( Read more... )

This has possibly been one of the worst weeks in a long time. Last night at work I broke down and started crying. Thank you for being there Amanda. I need a fresh start. I have to go to work now because I pretty much live there. Ill write more later, I'm sure I'll have a lot to vent about when I get home.

So this weekend was fun. Friday night I went to Matt's party with Sarah. It was alright, but there were a lot of ridiculous people there. There was some stuff I wish had and hadn't happened too. But thennn Saturday I woke up at 4 and went to Flagstaff. Snowboarding was so fun. There were so many hot guys on the slopes. Snowboarders are way hot. ( Read more... )

Holy crap I feel like such a snob. This week I have ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of being alone. All I do is go to school and work. Its so routine. I'm so jealous of anyone who has someone. Why can't I find anyone to be with. I have so many friends who go through at least 2 boys a year and although part of me looks down on that, another part of me wants that so bad. I'm silly for even caring, but the truth is that ( Read more... )

I don't know what justifies people treating me like such shit but I'm sick of it.

+Randomly pick 15 friends from your friends list and write about them ( Read more... )

Today I got a postcard from someone and it made me cry. It wasn't supposed to be like that, but it did. I miss you so much. Remember that I'm always a phone call away and not too many miles. If you're having a bad day, remember, chances are I am too. Our memories won't ever be erassed, only added to. Come see me soon, it wont kill you. I love you, ( Read more... )

I fell asleep today in first period and woke up with the whole left side of my body numb. It was like dead weight ( Read more... )

Way to fuck everything up Holly.
You seem to be good at that lately.