I've been thinking a lot tonight. I feel so unorganized in my life. My papers are all out of order, my room is a mess, i forget things, im late. I never used to be like this. I dont know what is up with me. I absolutely can not wait for summer. I need a break from school. I have been skipping so much homework and shit. Im in the I dont care state ( Read more... )

Let me tell you, I got up late today so that was nice as always. Then when i got home from school I had to go straight to work. I got there at 4 and we were on and hour and 45 minute wait until about 930. The highlight of this wasnt seeing all the cute couples, or being sick, but seeing a kid i had a thing with come in with his new girlfriend. On ( Read more... )

I'm pretty upset right now. For a good portion of time there was no drama in my life and lately it seems like i cant escape it. I tried so hard to look cute tonight and it seems to get me nowhere. Sometimes i'd rather sit in the car than deal with the people that we see at these places we go. I dont understand how people can be so rude to you with ( Read more... )

If I were you, I would do stuff like that too. In fact, I wish I could. Buuuuut I get stuck with this and someday it may pay off but not today. Probably not tomorrow night either. I have no reason to care so from now on, I don't. (yeah right) Does this even make sense?

So tonight consisted of ( Read more... )

I havent updated this in sooooooo long. All I have to say is that I'm still at ridiculous red lobster and I dont know why. I havent really met any new boys because they are all shallow. I had fun tonight however. Right until the very end. It just goes to show that I dont really really know anyone and I probably never will. Minus sarah pozycki. But ( Read more... )

It feels like all of my friends are finding boyfriends. I am happy for them, but I can't help but be selfish and think about how I will be losing so much time with them. I know its supposed to be friends before boyfriends but its never that way. This is a bummer. Oh well, most of my time is consumed by Red Lobster anyway. Red Lobster is my ( Read more... )

Cross your fingers that tonight will be fun, since I haven't had a Saturday night off in forever and it is the last night of break. I hope I hope I hope!

There is a boy a million miles away that just won my heart and I don't want it back. All I want is to see him. Someone get me there now please.

Aspen was so fun. I wouldn't even know where to start to tell you all about it. I had the best time though. So many cool people went. It was beautiful. I am like excited typing this because its reminding me of all the good times I had there. I wish it would have lasted longer, but ill be back next year! I am gunna take a nap and then go to work and ( Read more... )