I was on my way to class

than I felt fat

which is normal

but their was no sun
no blue sky
to warm me

so instead

I am not going to class

I am trying to re-align my mentatlity
that I am healthy
and will work out even though I have a break from cheer

and will try to accomplish something today
wish me luck

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I am falling asleep in the library

trying to study for a Grammar exam I have next

I dont know anything about Grammar

I spell it wrong half the time anyways

at least its sunny

and life is sweet

and by sweet I mean ridiculously busy and difficult

I can't shake the feeling of transit

I hate my room.
its not me anymore

I hate my closet.
its not me anymore

I hate that I can't do anything about it.

Because I am leaving
to go back to school
which is transition mode all over again

I hate that I have accepted not being happy anymore

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I feel so incredably strange

Just a few hours ago, I was writing a research paper, picking out a great outfit, and enjoying the sunshine

Now...

I am broke.

I haven't eaten.

And I can't seem to place my mind on one thing

Did I mention the vomit cramps?

Well now I did.

I may have something to do with the fact I haven't slept in 2 days
and have been popping ( Read more... )

at being a sister

at being serious

at not talking to guys i dont know and telling them about my panties

fuckfuckfuck

i cant help it...i like my panties

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Laughing Moment:  Miley Cyrus during red carpet said she cant wait to be here and her movie is "deeper than it looks" ROFLAMO

Best Dress:  Natalie Portman. Pink.

PURE ANGER:  FUCK YOU JERRY LEWIS! I did a 2 month research paper on him, and honestly  I have no respect for this man.  To a degree.

Yay!:  Heath ilu

Random:  Those indian girls were ( Read more... )

I guess I just wish to be happy
to be pretty

my birth control is making me fat
and break out

Greg is "phasing me out"
I want to "punch his lights out"

Sorority is saving me
and driving me insane

its snowing
Im hungry
typical.