I have senoritis.

I AM A FRESHMAN IN COLLEGE

I know its bad

I know its going to hurt me

but godamnit I have issues with class

and homework

and sorority homework

and cheerleading homework

and life homework

FML

Back to school again.

I was stressing out about everything I had to do.

Now I am sitting in my new lingerie, with a peacock hair clip in my hair, watching the sun set
listening to Sasha Fierce

Everyone really needs Beyonce's new CD its beyond amazing

New York City:

Was a great place.

I had a fantastic time being with my ladies and eating too much ice ( Read more... )

Friday 13 ( Read more... )

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Well despite my last entry...today wasnt that bad

I got cut from 4 houses that I LOVED

which hurt

but had a great time and 2 I LOVE

so that was good

BUUUUUT

I just had a HUGE fight with a girl and a friend from my floor about Twilight.

They love it.
I hate it.

And apparently my reasons (such as its morman bible lessons, derogatory toward women, and just ( Read more... )

More like extremely disappointed.

Feeling not good enough.

Feeling unappriacted.

Feeling misunderstood.

I still have to smile.

I still have to care.

I still have to be me.

Don't tell me I'm better than them
I wanted them
Its the culture shock that hurts the most

FUCK YOU.

I am having the best time right now.

Some times its awkward and there is nothing to talk about

but than...you find that house...and you talk to some girls...and you know
this is where you belong

I am falling in love.
and just hope that they love me back.

I am blonde.
I am a cheerleader.
And I am going Greek.

Don't you love me?

As much as no stings attached is fun...

I need affection.

I need a friend to come running into my arms and tell me I'm beautiful

I need a friend to give me hug just because

I need a friend to sleepover with and just lay next to someone and listen to them breathe

I am drinking tea and making a point to be more social.
But that doesnt always give me what ( Read more... )

I am in a state of uncontrollable diziness ( Read more... )

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