Hola! 
Back home from Costa Rica which sucks for many many reasons. It always sucks coming home from holidays but it has never been so brutal until now. Reason numero uno. Instead of parrots or toucans, i see pigeons. Reason numero dos. I cannot wear flip flops 24/7 or even walk in the street barefoot. Numero tres. Apparently it's illegal to jaywalk ( Read more... )

I just want to scream and lose control.
Throw my hands up and let it go.
Forget about everything and runaway...
I just want to fall and lose myself.
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell.
Forget about everything and runaway.

Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine
I've been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb ( Read more... )

 Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty I'm so unsure
Tell me why I feel so alone
Cause I need to know to whom do I owe

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

This lyric explains my life entirely right now. I am looking for something a lot more genuine than all the stupid shit that ( Read more... )

 FUCKING SHIT!! I just wrote at least 6 paragraphs of a huge entertaining rant and pressed the backspace button and now its all fucking gone. ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have no idea how pissed i am. IT was so long.

Whatever

Cause I'm cool like that. And I've never done one but we all know how much i like quotes and lyrics....

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
Lifehouse - Blind

The sunlight's overwhelming the scene that's ( Read more... )

Holy Shit! I hate slow days! When you are cooped up at a desk, not able to walk around and only able to wait for the phone to ring or work to come, it is pure pain. But nothing has come yet! The last 2 days were busy as hell, i tried to update twice but never got to finish. I love busy days. I miss busy days. On top of the fact that it is slow, it ( Read more... )

Bonjour,

It has been too long. Facebook is blocked at work but livejournal is not sooo you might be hearing from me around these parts a bit more often. I know i say this everytime because i rarely update but i am not sure if anyone is reading this. I maybe have one friend who still regularly checks. If anything it will just be a place to get some ( Read more... )

I wrote a huge long ass entry the other day only to find out it wouldn't post so this is a test that will hopefully follow with a few more updates.

    My mind is fucked.

life's about taking risks;
You can't look back;
You have to trust yourself;
Keep believing you did the right thing;
&&in the end things might work out
The way it's supposed to be

you make me nervous.

i’ve never had this feeling before.

i keep second guessing myself

& overanalyzing your every move.

i need to clear my head, give this all ( Read more... )