sucks more ass i can even fathom. i am fucking lonely and want to do bad things to myself to prove it. i got my first tattoo which felt lovely. at least now there's an acceptable to bring pain to ones self. its weird looking at the picture of me on this. my fist entry was like 6 years ago. i really liked dark lip stick. it makes me look at all the ( Read more... )

so its been so long ive been on here that i forgot how to update it and spent awhile poking around. could be stoned eyes but i think thats just partial ( Read more... )

but for the record, i got my period today.
figures.
if i was a guy. i so wouldnt put upwith women during these times where not having weed when i want it will make me cry.
pitiful.

wanted some weed - couldnt get it
wanted to go for curry night- didnt end up going
wanted this job to be full time- lucky to get 3 minutes of work a week
today sucks.

almost 10 days until i leave to germany to be with paulipoop. at this moment, dont know what/how to feel. obviously excited, but my 5am job doesnt give me enough energy to bring myself up. scared, nervous, about leaving. or going. or coming. or whatever. it's saturday night and ive got to write a paper. work tomorrow at 6am. final exam monday. ( Read more... )

gointo celebrate passing my drug test tonight
but first things first.
showering so no more stank.

SabSBlink: name a favorite song of yours

sexyretainers18: cottage chenis peas

a moment to remember in life. with shayna and paul in chicago, love fire ecapes and smoking up and love and u know, that boy........

katherina rachel wheeler poopie lover ( Read more... )

this weekend was emotion all over the place. friday night was a bad bad night. and then things got decent again. working at the state fair doing surveys for obese women. tried to get out last night but instead of the exit, i found myself where the pigs and cows were and walking over their shit and pee. only in wisconsin. now paul is in poopland. ( Read more... )