What the hell is happening?! A 6th grader at my school committed suicide. That sort of thing shouldn't be happening, not to anyone. I have great sympathy to all those who knew this girl. The idea of death shouldn't be toyed with so much that someone believes that there is no other way to work things out. I think about it and get sick to my stomach ( Read more... )

I have been watching infomercials a lot. This girl on jenny jones is really pretty, and she is being made fun of.

I think going to this school is really making me digress further into this terrible self hatred that has been building up for a long time. That could be it, the reason I don't like these people is because they make me hate myself. I got a lot of work done today, but I still have a lot left.

I made a new picture, it's simple, but I'm fond of it. It's my eye! I'm in geometry and bored as hell.

I'm not enjoying myself. It shouldn't be this hard to go to this school. If it were a job, i would quit in a second ( Read more... )

So the first trimester recently ended. The last week or so was incredible stressful, because i had three or four large exams to study for, and at the same time two big projects that I had to work on with a braindead partner who did approximately five to ten percent of all the work. I'm in mock trial now, and I think the case is somewhat boring, and ( Read more... )

i wish i knew what i want to post at the moment, but i cant be sure. i cant see anyones face anymore. well, i can, but i don't see what i should. i either see a blank apathetic person who doesnt even see what he or she is supposed to do or be, or a judgmental piece of shit who doesnt deserve to have a name. there are people who tend to shine ( Read more... )

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grades are ok, friends are good, and pretty people always seem to make you feel bad with their presence. id doesnt matter though, screw it, i think im going to throw a party.

odyssey trip was good, noone died, and we got along quite well actually. went to david's house yesterday for the first time in forever, we had a good time riding in shopping carts and taking pictures of escaping/challenging death. he also gave me warcraft III, which was nice of him, but i feel like a big dork for posting it. no worries though, i ( Read more... )