some people think to highly of themselves, when really their hearts are black and smell like shit.

when you think about it, you are never going to be anyone other than yourself, and that makes me sad sometimes, but then i look at who i could be, and i laugh.

last night i went to waxwing with david and casey. actually it was quite funny, i had nothing else to do, so i called david to see if i could get a ride, and they had already left. so i decided to take the bus (after dark, tsk tsk jono) and made it to the ave. from there i proceeded on foot to the paradox where the show was to take place, but while ( Read more... )

well, it's friday night, and i just got back from a movie that i went to with my mother, but ended up seeing three people i know in the actual movie theater, rachel, karlin, and kai. quite a coincidence. anyways, i saw one hour photo, which is most excellent movie that i highly recomend to anyone that likes creepy, yet thought provoking films. ( Read more... )

i swear, if this keeps happening, i am gonna die of a freaking heart attack

im setting myself up for failure, and my parents aren't really helping either. they are very supportive, but i know im going to screw up soon. on a lighter note, i got a new iggy shirt yesterday, but it's too small, im thinking of exchanging it for a larger one, although i like small clothes because they dont make me look quite as skinny in ( Read more... )

life is dismal, but special people make me look forward to each and every day...

i like being single, but recently ive been feeling very nostalgic to times where i had someone, it was a certain strange sort of comfort i suppose. im not really saying i need a monogamous relationship, but i guess it would be nice.

havent posted for a while. not much has happened, school is starting, and i think/hope i am well liked by my new peirs (both young and old), but if not, no big loss. we also get laptops soon, exciting, only not really. there are so many other freshmen in my class who are all cum-in-your-pants excited for these freaking laptops, and im like, ok so ( Read more... )

bumbershoot is gonna be awesome. i am really excited to see the catheters. on a not so light note, ive been having these paranoid delusions that some people really dont think as much of me as i thought they did, at least i hope they are delusions.