Being nosey on the internet, another way to make yourself hurt ( Read more... )

Tonight I spoke with a person who I had very deep feeling for.  He let me go, and told me that he could not have a relationship, but now he has a fiancee and I have nothing.  Lyrics from a fine frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, ( Read more... )

So I re-entered the facebook world.  I ahve been so stuck in the Myspace world, I never gave the other a shot.  I started to hear form people that it was better, more our age, blah blah blah.  I signed back on just last night and I noticed I had friend requests.  Well one of them was from an ex flame of sorts.  I thought maybe it was old, I didnt ( Read more... )

Well Sara told me that maybe something good will come out of this bad thing happening and do you know what................she was right. AND all I can do now is just be grateful that I have a good friend like her with wise words and support and that for the first time in a month I can really smile with positivity and faith backing me up!

Ok well scratch out the last entry, but Im gonna leave it as a remembrance. Me and the boyfriend got back together, that was quick. And at the time I think to myself is it out of pity? But would he really waste his time on a false relationship. Im just trying to play it cool and back off a bit let it breath and go with the flow. SO far it has ( Read more... )

Im at work and i just feel like balling and going home to drink a couple of beers WHILE balling. I hate guys soo much, well I dont hate guys I HATE THE ONES I CHOOSE TO DATE! Disaster. And yet I have fallen for some stupid guy once again for it all to end in NOTHING. Its sad, because I just think and think about all the times we had a good ( Read more... )

So last night the boyfriend sprung up a secret on me, not a bad one dont get me wrong. He told me he has been offered to move back to upstate to race a car for someone and he told his mom that he wouldnt go unless I go with him. I told him I wasnt quite sure about that and he told me that it was fine but he wouldnt leave me. NOW as I sit here at ( Read more... )

These past 2 months have been wonderful. I have picked up my sad self and actually moved on. I met Justin and had tons of fun with him and it give me this push to keep going even if he didnt want a relationship. It basically opened my eyes and my heart I guess you can say. Now Im happy with my new bf and things have been going so well. ( Read more... )

What a saying for sure. While flipping through the newspaper last night and finally settling on my favorite part........the police blotters I found in the midst of controversy my ex. WOWZERS batman, I mean it wasnt unheard of but it made me happy not to have had that relationship develop into anything. I will never take a good boyfriend for ( Read more... )

Why is it that us scorned girls decide we should play hard to get and show no emotion??? I mean it sounds like a plan but we seem to forget that there are guys out there who dont play that game back and they take it the wrong way. I need to stop doing this little two step and just step up and realize that maybe JUST maybe someone is in love with ( Read more... )