i feel better than i have in a long time
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i don't know anymore.
how do i get myself into these situtations?
i am a fuck up.

i feel good today ( Read more... )

today, i feel good.

my heart is beating out of my chest.

love me or hate me, either way i sleep better at night.

i feel as if no matter how hard i try to be different, i am still the same as everyone else.

i basically suck at life.
i got a horrible repot card. again.
my parents are disappointed in me. again.
they lectured me. again.

i can't make them happy. nothing i ever do is right.

i feel like a crumbled cookie no one wants.

Her heart whispers, "Change."
Change. I need to change. I need to stop being so shy, so awkward. I need to step up. To be outgoing and more of an extrovert. I try, but I’m so afraid I’ll fail. So afraid. And I don’t want to be.But it’s so hard for me.
There’s so much pressure. Pressure to the point where I think my head will explode. I want ( Read more... )

why am i so homesick NOW?
it sucks, i really miss home and the people there.
i miss my friends.
i miss high school.
i miss my family.
i miss rhode island.
i miss a lot of stuff.
it sucks.