i'm trying to clean this house up. roger is coming home tomorrow and i have partied like it's 1999 ( Read more... )

i don't know...
i adore the kid.
it's awful.

but what can i say...you can't lose what you never had

this is sooo stupid...i thought i could do it and just get on with things....
fuck me running....
i got a big slap on the ass by karma...

this is what i deserve...i can't ever have it.
i should just get over it.
i'm OBSESSED!!!!!

it's making me CRAZY

i'm goin to hell in a handbasket.
it is official.

sweet jesus.

i can't help but laugh..my life gets more and more random. then i pull this out of my ass.
am i sorry about it...fuck no.
it should have happened a long time ago
back when i was a nice girl.

i guess i really will just have to keep it my dirty little secret.

just when i think that i'm on the right track and i'm doing good and i've actually gotten some self control....bam....i do something like this ( Read more... )

so i'm housesitting and i feel like i'm on vacation. hot tub, tanning bed, liquor flowing like a river. beautiful. josh came over last night and it was fantastic. it's funny how far we've come. who knew the boy had a sense of humor ( Read more... )

wow...so i'm 21 ( Read more... )

i have a final tonight ( Read more... )

mondays ( Read more... )

last night was fun ( Read more... )