for my brother and my mother. this is the hardest time ive ever had in my life.

i feel this great pressure coming down on me. well its actually already on top of me. im incredibly frustrated. the other day someone asked me to describe myself in one word. i should have said angry. lately nothing, and i mean nothing seems to be going my way. i feel like a toilet that get shit on constantly. i got haters to my left and to my ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder what would happen if marijuana got legalized. i think we would be alot worse off.

today it feels like any other day, why do i abuse you so, lj? i am the beater, youre the wife. i know its wrong but thats how i feel sometimes. why do i need to apologize? youre non-existent. sometimes i wish youd notice me lj, sometimes i wish you were as important as you were before myspace. sometimes i feel like you're a work of art that no one ( Read more... )

car. yep brand new. its pretty cool. i might give you a ride in it one day. it looks like this.


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i feel that i am losing all my self control. i constantly make an ass of myself. i think im done.

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good enough.

yep, today was boring and plain.

i really dont know how in the fuck anyone could ever like that guy. all he does is pass on racial epithets. he also manages to plagerize just about any comedian that has ever made a racailly based observation. he doesnt use his comedy for anything good. he is the reason why people that dont even know me think that its cool to call me a beaner. hes ( Read more... )