It's weird to "see" but mostly to feel how everyday I feel better and better. I have good friends...chruch and, well, kinda school, but my neighbors and my friends from highschool like jordan and ron. And we'll see about something else but I have a new good friend too. I need to spend time with people and it is fun to go out of my way to hang out ( Read more... )

So I figured out today, as I was picking up my room, that the last time it was clean, Jen, Mary and I were there, happy, enjoying eachothers company...*several tears*...I still don't freaking get it. 2 plus 2 doesn't freaking eaqual five.

Ironic how we finally have something in common but I know why I'm depressed.

Well, it appears, and that is the main word, appears, that I was not listened to. My points seem to have been drowned out by frustration, fear, and whatever other emotions run rampant through young lives. One thing about being analytical is that things that you come up with are so figured out that if all the components that are put together in my ( Read more... )

Wierd how when you don't think things through, you end up wishing for something you don't want. When you aren't willing to analyze, you get lost in emotion. Logic looses all ground and life is lost. What happens when people don't communicate and then when things go wrong, they aren't willing to analyze why they went wrong so it can work out better ( Read more... )

So hold me when I'm here ( Read more... )

looking for a group of people to go to green lake on a weekend or on a week afternoon/night. Let me know if you want to go and also let me know when you are available so I can try to get that day off from work. It should be tight. Maybe I could set up a scavenger hunt thing or something...or just go hang out and walk around and have a meal or ( Read more... )

This Sucks!

I am finally mad.

Question religion, question authority, question ethics, but in the end, how you affect people should be what matters.
-Anonymous-

This is your life, are you who you wanna be?
This is your life, are you who you wanna be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be?
When the world was younger
And you had everything to loose-

I absolutely love the smell of October and November. The cool, crisp air. The breeze that is cold enough to where if you aren't doing anything, it sucks but if you are walking it is fine. The leaves, whether wet and mushy or dry and crisp. The mornings with frost (not yet) and all of the smells. If I could walk around outside and breathe deep and ( Read more... )

I really don't feel like going to church today. I am afraid that I will break down and cry. I feel like I have half a heart. Someone has taken the other half. I don't think it will get any better until either that half comes back or the half I still have is taken and broken ( Read more... )