i want it to be tuesday so i can start my class and tune out all this bullshit a little. I know it won't make it go away but if even for 4 hours a day. 16 hours a week i can not think about it, i may just feel better again. i want it to be july. i want this trip so bad. i need it. i need you. i understand my dependency on you in unhealthy but i'm ( Read more... )

i don't NEED anything.
i AM complete.
i do however have a few wants.
i'm just not sure what they are at the moment.
still feeling in a bit of a fog.
but the sun is starting to come up and melt it away.
i also have a few things i don't want.
i was wrong.
yet this isn't the end.
warum haben Sie furcht?
ich erklärte Ihnen, bis zum Ende.

You're a salty water ocean wave ( Read more... )

I watched the world turn day-glow.

i feel suddenly so alone.

fuck.

hello old friend. it's been some time hasn't it? i miss you dearly yet don't seem to have to same motivation i used to have to write to you. this saddens me. so much has been going on and i have failed to keep you in the know. i've been trying for about a week now to conjure up the writer in me and fall back into my old routine but i have been ( Read more... )

Oh how I've tried to get you out of my head
And I lied, the broken words I said
Never thought I'd walk on this street again
Standing where it all began
And I tried to forget ( Read more... )

I love you more than you could know, here in those eyes you hide it well. I think you do.
Here I go, I'm on my way home now to you.
And it hurts to hear you feel.

I've lost quite a few "friends" lately ( Read more... )

have i just been thinking too much lately...or am i finally starting to think enough?