i think i would die if i were to ever meet another person that does things for others just cause they like making people happy and not for what they get out of it. and to those of you that don't feel i appriciate what you do for me or at least don't show it. then don't fucking do things for me. i do things for others cause it's satisfying to me ( Read more... )

i hate this tonsillectomy bullshit. i just woke out of a dead sleep cause it felt like someone had taken a knife and slit my throat open. everyone says drink water, drink water, drink lots of water! Well i can't drink no damn water when I'm sleepin! wtf?! at least this is day 7. the last day of hell hopefully.....ugh

everything is not alright. i lost my job. i got "kicked" out. and i just wrecked my car. i think I've had it with this town. the school i want to go to is in Monterrey...Katie is in Santa Rosa...all hell is breaking loose here...maybe it's a sign to pick up and start anew.

so many things to think ( Read more... )

Well I shall be homeless once again as of the 15th.

I believe in medication and I believe in therapy ( Read more... )

i hate this computer i use at work! it is slow and aggravating. i'm tempted to set up my home computer at the office and it's 6 years old. the laptop i was using before was faster than this piece of shit. one of my coworkers loves these shuttles and i don't see why... they are retarded. at least this one is ( Read more... )

I'm in Seattle again. Awesomeness. I will live here if it's the last thing i do.

I wish I could unzip my skin and take it off
Just to take a walk but I can’t do it
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own
As when I take out my pen
and I wage it all, turn the page and fall
It just comes natural
I'm gonna make it on my own

-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-I know this ( Read more... )

I would die more than happy if your smiling face was the last thing I got to see in this world. It makes me weak. I don't think you know what effect you have on people. If you do then you are the most cruel. But one glance and I would forget it all...

this could end bad...