i fucked up, i fucked up worse than ever before... i really did, the biggest mistake of my life. and i regret every part of it. and i lost her again.

i really am a loser, i just dont understand my logic sometimes...

im sorry for lying to you all, but mostly im sorry for lying to you Christy, im sorry i lost your trust

you heard the subject download this song

"im in love with a girl named spike" by skankin' pickle

its about spike from degrassi and i know how all you kids love degrassi, peace out

its completely over... Christy said we can be friends further down the road, but were not talking so i dont see how that'll ever work... and to be honest i dont really care actually, she can go off have her fun and ill be doing my own thing ( Read more... )

alright... so some big things that happend/happening are ( Read more... )

has anyone ever read about what kind of psykadelic (sp??) trips drugs can bring... it sounds interesting, well some... NO DONT GET THIS THE WRONG WAY. i was just about to say that i dont want to ever do hardcore drugs (drinking and smoking, im fine with) but i think itd be cool if someway you could go on one of those trips without actually taking ( Read more... )

alright so a bunch of kids went to the movie tonight, i got a ride out with meghan lantry and lisa moll. its kind of cool, lisas cousin Erin and i used to be great friends back in the day ( Read more... )

summers almost over... 10 more months till we get summer again... it'll probably be crappy though... well nevermind, who knows... no one knows right now i can make my next summer better than this one was... what a fucking waste ( Read more... )

ok so, this is wierd... everyone has heard that Christy and i broke up... well so far... err nvm... ill just say this ( Read more... )

yah... so things have changed drasticly in my life ( Read more... )

i am fucking pissed off ( Read more... )