I just said some things I already regret but I can't take time back. I don't know what I'm gonna do about all of this. I'm riding the rollercoaster from hell and I can't get off. My best friend hates me and thinks I hate her but then again theres nothing else I can do. I don't know what decisions I'm supposed to be making. I've got this knot in my ( Read more... )

ahh.. dont you love those best friends...

I'm gonna start off with saying that I am not a piece of ass. Especially not for assholes guys. My day has started off ridiculously bad and I don't want any shit from anyone about my priorities or how im a whore or whatever because i'm done with listening to all of your stupid opinions. There has to be one guy on this earth that doesn't JUST want ( Read more... )

Just when it gets ok again every ounce of happiness i had gets crushed. It's like your so proud of the little bit you had and nobody cares. People are always saying "do things for yourself" "do what makes you happy" but the reality is that nobody wants to be a reject. Nobody wants to be out there and not accepted. You might as well be miserable and ( Read more... )

It's finally working ( Read more... )

Today was overall not too bad. I mean I guess you would call it bad but I’m not in the mood to let it bother me so I don’t really care. I’m starting lacrosse tomorrow which is going to be the highlight of my life the next couple months. Not that the rest of my life isn’t completely picture perfect. I hope that didn’t sound too sarcastic. Everything ( Read more... )