i have questions.....i've asked them over and over and i haven't been given any answers.....i guess i'm gunna have to go and take them ( Read more... )

did you ever wonder if your life is just a story someone told once and its only real as long as the story goes on being told and someday the story gets old and worn out and just fades away never really mattering?

i wonder if anyone ever really cared about my story.

have u ever only had a hand full of friends......and u secretly hated them and never wanted to be around them and the only reason u hung out with them is cuz u don't really know anyone else? i feel like such shit....i feel like such a fake. i just want a few friends i can really trust i can't trust these people, not when it counts. ( Read more... )

ITS FINALLY COMING TOGETHER ( Read more... )

why is every single guy i've ever dated been too immature or totally unrealistic? why can't i meet a guy who's a little immature but pretty realistic about life????

AHHH

i don't like playing games....FUCK GAMES i hate them

driving me out of my mind

i hate it i just want sumone who's like grown the hell up

FUCK

ugh why at the club doesn't anyone wanna just be friends?!?!?! lol AHHHH ( Read more... )

and today is an UP!!! on the emotional roller coaster that is my life ( Read more... )

i'm redoing my user info and realizing it needs a lot of changes....and since right now i'm depressed they're not good ones

this is the beforemy name is Sean ( Read more... )

i miss you guys and noone ever calls me and my phone isn't working right now so i c an't call any of you and i need you to come see me and leave me obnoxious messages and bug me and talk to me like u all used to and i need my jolly blue giant and my frizzy crazy orange blur to come and cuddle with me and watch movies and make me not feel alone cuz ( Read more... )

and the emotional roller coaster has crashed....

fuck...i'm all alone in one of the biggest cities in the country....and i don't know anyone.