valentine's day is coming up, i'm excited. kyle is my valentine <3 ( Read more... )

kyle's house was fun last night. we watched this movie, it was called "bigalo the gigalo" or something, but it was pretty funny movie. i'm glad that my mom let me go over, i'm also really glad that she really likes kyle. she even let him take me home from farmer's market thursday night & last night from his house. she's kinda iffy about me riding ( Read more... )

i fucking hate having cramps & waking up at 2AM because of them. i took a bath last night at 3 in the morning because my cramps wouldn't go away, probably the most random thing i've ever done in my life. anyways, i didn't get any sleep and so my mom let me stay home today. thank god, because i've got to memorize this speech for english that was due ( Read more... )

minimum days = so much fun ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted to be with someone so bad, but you couldn't have them, for one reason or another? it was just impossible? consider that how my heart feels right now. except, i'm very hopeful. things are very possible, but for the time being, i'm kind of stuck in an emotional ditch. i'm not sure how deep or wide it is, but i know it's a ditch ( Read more... )

ehh, today was mediocre ( Read more... )

last night was pretty interesting. my mom was going out on a date with tommy (her still-devoted ex) and i was going to be stuck at home with lisa and her friend julia. WHAT FUN! thankfully, my mom let kyle come over & we all hung out while she was on her date. she left around 7:30, and called every hour or so, and said they were going somewhere ( Read more... )

ehh, this week's been going by in a big blur. i think it's all the downpour of rain and lack of sunshine that's interfering with my potentially good week ( Read more... )

i never knew just how much drama can be caused by one simple mistake of not telling someone how you felt. even if it was something stupid. especially by them hearing it from someone that you were just starting to really, truly trust and consider. i haven't felt this bad about something for the longest time, and it fucking sucks. i hate mis- ( Read more... )

i was planning on going to kyle's birthday party yesterday with alicia, but no. my mom wouldn't let me, so i spent the night at alicia's instead. ryan came over for a few hours. we watched the omen, sort of. we didn't really pay attention to it though, haha. then, kyle came over at like 2:30AM to hang out for a while (after he had sobered up, of ( Read more... )