i live in a beautiful apartment. by myself. that means i am responsible for how to decorate it, what to spend money on, and how my space gets used. i love it ( Read more... )

On Saturday, May 29th, I tumbled out of an airplane. 3 cannonball flips forward. Holy shit. I wish I could put the feeling into words. But there are absolutely no words to describe the feeling of knowing that your life is at risk - literally - as you throw yourself out of an airplane and go into free fall for over a minute. Constant acceleration ( Read more... )

its amazing how quickly things in life can change in a matter of 9 days...9 days that feel like months...really good months. i'm lucky - really lucky...so why don't i see it? why can't i accept it? 

Atlantic City was awesome, and led to some unexpected surprises in life and in my interactions ( Read more... )

sadly, Cancun turned into Miami which was then downgraded to Atlantic City. But Miami will happen. And it'll happen this summer. I had a taste and now I've got to have the real thing ( Read more... )

with all the flying i've been doing every week, i've had plenty of time to think about where things stand ( Read more... )

just because you find what you're looking for in the long term doesn't mean it's healthy to sit around and wait for it ( Read more... )

just because i feel like this will be worth remembering ( Read more... )

it's amazing how one firm decision can change everything about a life.

amen to that.

i think i'm finally searching for the right thing.
i think the search sucks. and it's hard. and it's easy to get side tracked.
i think it's hard knowing that i've got a long way to go.
but.
i think it's awesome seeing myself getting there.