in an effort to maintain privacy i'm going to start making a lot of my entries either friends only or private. that being said, i deleted most of my friends. take no offense. just comment if you want to be added back.

how do i make my lj friends only?

i've been thinking. and i don't understand why people just can't be honest. most people lie to cover up or hide something. or because they don't have the guts to just be mature and own up to something. but then once you lie, you usually have to lie to hide your lie, and so on. and then you create a big mask, and a big perception that isn't true. ( Read more... )

listen to this EXTREMELY weird dream i had last night:

i'm at this party and a ton of people from school are there, but the only ones i remember are alex, jess, sheil, kate panto, mike, and jon. we're all totally wasted and i decide to get high. however i get extremely paranoid and think i'm going to die. i'm freaking out and crying so kate says i ( Read more... )

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i have decided that sleeping is more important to me in my life right now than calculus, my reasearch paper, my parents, and dan. therefore, i'm going to bed at 8:15.

p.s. i really would like to makeout right now. i'd do that before going to bed.

"the weekend of dan"

friday- saves the day. got there and they were already playing. pissed off. security guard took my camera's batteries and card. took no pictures all weekend. saves the day sounded awesome. drove around philly looking at lights. went to love park. went to a random diner for hot chocolate and then the pretzel factory. dan slept ( Read more... )

tonight i'll be at SAVES THE DAY.

if you're going, look for me.

i'll be the only five foot ten blonde skinny chick wearing a bright yellow mewithoutyou t-shirt.

i'm in a lot of pain. friday was the worst. yesterday was great but today i feel really bad again. i can't chew or talk and it's hard to swallow. i've been so tired from all the narcotics it's all i can do just to stand up. i usually feel like i'm going to pass out or throw up. i hope i get better so i can go to school.

for all of you who have ( Read more... )

i just downed some valum.

t-minus 40 minutes i'll be having four wisdom teeth out.

i had two terrible experiences as a kid with oral surgery.

i'm scared.