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NEWS 音楽 Live Tour 2022-I made it!
Haven’t written here in YEARS but I’ve come back because I have something to say. (obviously)
After 15 years of being a NEWS fan, from falling in love with Ryo in 1 Litre of Tears back in 2007 that started this whole snowball of Johnny’s and subsequently obsession with Japan, to supporting NEWS as 6 members, finding my way to falling in love again ( Read more... ) -
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Just when I thought this was becoming something fun and beautiful, just when I was starting to find joy in socialising, everything falls apart.
This feeling fucking sucks. It’s a familiar painful tug that I’ve felt too many times before. Relationships are so complex and hard to navigate around I hate this.
I’m sorry you feel this way. But I’d hoped ( Read more... ) -
moving on
one day i'll tell the story of how i maybe loved you you and i, how i pushed you away and watched everything fall into a million pieces after that ( Read more... ) -
Celebrating Infinite's 11th Anniversary
Weird thing is I don't think I've actually really celebrated Infinite's anniversary with them before (by streaming their anniversary celebrations), maybe I only posted a photo or tweeted something that mentioned a congratulations for them.
So maybe that's why I was so excited this year.
I woke up and chose to ignore my work (LOL), instead I spent ( Read more... ) -
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i'm dying hahaha looked back at my old posts and remembered that kim myungsoo was my very first bias in infinite lololol when did it become sunggyu ??? (after sesame player i'm pretty sure it was then) also, remembered i have a woogyu userpic. (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥
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It's been almost 10 years since I've joined the fandom but I fucking love Infinite ( Read more... ) -
Cleansing
I woke up today and decided it was time for a social media cleanse ( Read more... ) -
Again, you.
私、どうかしている。
There must be something wrong with me.
Again, I dreamt of you.
It seems like no matter how much time passes, I can't forget you. I can't let you go.
And it's crazy because I made that huge decision to let you go those 6 years ago. At that time, I felt so strongly it was the right thing I had to do for myself to get out of a toxic ( Read more... ) -
Another December 28th
Another year has come and gone ( Read more... ) -
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
One of the things I've learnt this year: Apologies can be hard (so, so hard), but if they must be done, they must be done ( Read more... )