wow so I'm at work. and I'm updating, this is how bored I am ( Read more... )

Feb 4th 2005

"I finally realized that my relationship isn't going to work once he goes to college. I just denied it until I was beaten down with reality lastnight. I just can't see how my life will be next year."

Wow so its been about 4 months since I've updated ( Read more... )

Stressed out. Welcome to my life. I feel like I need to just get out of school because at the rate I'm going, no colleges will even think about letting me in. Its all up to my volleyball skills, and sadly I have none ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a little depressed today. The weather sucks. My seasonal depression is kicking in, haha. I feel like a total slug, I want to go out and do something but its SOO SHITTY. I'm watching Gladiator... hah. Russel Crowe is hott, well in this movie. I need to get out of this town, its spring break what the fuck, I should be in some tropical ( Read more... )

I was going to post song lyrics to Adam's song but I think I would put out the wrong message to people. No, I don't intend on killing myself. But I have an obsession with that song. I don't know why all of a sudden I'm drawn back into my 5th grade music but whatever its pretty sweet ( Read more... )

Basically, I'm ready to leave. I could be anywhere but here right now. Sadly I remain here and will remain here for more than a year. I'm sick of school I can't concentrate, be motivated, or be happy when I know Central America is down there waiting for me to explore it. I'm like having senoritis and I'm in the middle of my junior year. I can't ( Read more... )

I'm really excited in like less than an hour I'm dying my hair. I can't really explain the color without it sounding really weird but all I can say is that it will be dramatic, especially for someone who has had blonde hair their whole life. I'm psyched about it tho. I think that even if its not the exact color or tint that I want I'll still be ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't written in a while... Well I went to Vegas this weekend. It was pretty cool. Basically all there is to see there is a bunch of people half naked on huge signs but other than that it was great ( Read more... )

The first Valentine's day when I actually have someone to share it with. It was so fun. I usually am very depressed on V day, but this year, it was a blast. I spent a lot of time with my bo (as Elton calls him) and wow... I really believe that I am truly in love. Its really cheesy and mushy but seriously, I had kinda a bad and embarrassing part of ( Read more... )