i can feel my heart beat faster ( Read more... )

i know matti is mad at me but i had to go with the people from holland! and its not like i stood you up...i called you and left a message a day AHEAD OF TIME! soooo. ill just call you tommorrow AGAIN! AND TELL YOU again why in person. etc etc ( Read more... )

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so i was talking to an old friend on aim and we started discussing what we are...he told me he's asexual and i said "im just here, LIVING MY LIFE!" im not looking for anyone. I dont understand this, i seriously dont. im so happy i dont have long relationships because i think id go crazy with my emotions. i cant have a relationship and i like it ( Read more... )

LETS SEE ( Read more... )

so i GUESS its been a while...im super bored right now sitting in the library of southwestern college. im waiting for un amiga to get out of class. ive been reading some people's journals. i miss matty! :( i lost my cell phone so i havent been able to get in touch with him but i have a new one now! yessss. anyways, so i dont know what to write in ( Read more... )

i dont even think of lj...it doesnt even exist in my head. its pretty crazy. life has been busy like a mother, i work everyday for about 8 hours and go to school for 2. thats basically it, if i have time ill chill with friends. katie and i have been hanging out A LOT lately and i love it, shes so sweet and awesomely awesome. ok well i thought id ( Read more... )

i dont really write in here...life is good. im 18 now, so thats cool. yaknowhowitis. ok im off to chill with a homie g. later

i am so fucking happy right now!!! i got a call last night from sports chalet. i passed the drug test and my first day is TODAY! they pay $8 plus an hour. this is just what i needed. i have math tutoring today so i can fucking finish lame math already. its pissing me the fuck off. lol anyways, im gonna go to math tutoring, work, and IT DIES TODAY! ( Read more... )

so im sitting here doing my homework. I have no clue what to do for Tricia's class. I feel so stupid when it comes to her class. i dont know how to write. i never will! although i write on here. its so much different to me. it seems like you have to write a certain way when it comes to her class. i get so confused! i hate it to death ( Read more... )