The Scientist (Cold Play ( Read more... )

when did the screw twist
and turn
to make you think
you had more rights
to be alive
than me?

it is sad to see
you damaged
beyond repair
but it's not my path
to tread

I'm just trying to be a father ( Read more... )

jolene jolene jolene jolene
I'm begging of you, please don't take my man
jolene jolene jolene jolene
please don't take him even though you can
your beauty is beyond compare
with flaming locks of auburn hair
with ivory skin
and eyes of emerald green
your smile is like a breath of spring
your voice is soft like summer rain
I cannot compete with you jolene
and ( Read more... )

This song is being me. Cause the only thing I don't wanna do is what i'm doing. Ok well the second thing... the first thing I don't wanna be doing is planning my death. Which i'm not doing.. But I am pushing everyone way.. which I don't wanna do but I am. Hey who needs anyone right? All the do in the end is make you cry. BELIEVE ME I"M JUST AS LOST ( Read more... )

RUBYj1950A: sometimes life sucks. Ed and I got married but he didn't tell me about all his money troubles and they now effect us as a couple. That's what most of our arguments are about. Not that he lied but he kept things from me. That makes me mad. I am learning to forgive him but I also need to let him know that these things bother me and ( Read more... )

OK so it has come to my knowledge that people are getting pissed off at the things that I write. And as a new friend keeps useing the term so will I. BUGGER OFF! If you don't like what I have to say then STOP FUCKING READING IT! Duh it's not all that hard. But you can't sit there and tell me you won't "JUMP" when I tell you to. Which I never said ( Read more... )

HOME SICK- need I say more? And I mean home sick. I think I only have one of those in NY anymore... well maybe?

Ok well last night I went with Laura and Brad to see Lea. She's a breeder, No like really a breeder, she breeds dogs. Well Shiba Inu's. Which are the kind that i'm currently looking into getting. So we went there. And although it was kinda cold I played with the puppies. I totally feel in love with one named Mark. He totally toke a liking to me. He ( Read more... )

So this is Liz, yeah the one that i wrote about earlier in entree's saying she had the personality of a slut. I like most people gave her the benifit of a doubt. See i'm fucked up cause I think that all people are good by nature and that it's only circumstances that make people mean and make them turn. Yeah well only now am I learning that all ( Read more... )