yeah okay this is what has been happening with me i got a job at Hannafords im a damn cashier. and It well basicly it sucks. i work with some of my friends from oak hill and now have a crush on a guy, sort of.. well befor i go into that i have to get something off my chest..... over two weeks ago i went out with my friends katie with two guys i ( Read more... )

yeah well i went with mellissia the othr day and we went and hanged out with her ex jj and his friend kevin in oxford well lest to say mel got totaly smashed started fighting with jj so me and kevin went off and had are own fun, heh............ i think im on the rebound after joe and all so oops but what ever i dont care i did what i did and i dont ( Read more... )

well yeah.......,my relationship of over 4 months with joe is over. We broke up saturday right befor we went to funtown with my whole family, he could have picked a better fuckin time but hey thats joe, he never thinks about anyone but him self........and yet i still wanted him to co,e and so he did and we spent the whole day in awakwordness. I ( Read more... )

yeah im at school today and its friday.........today is graduation at Buckfield my onld school, its so weird not graduatign with all the kids i grew up with.But im graduating next week so its not that much of a defferece. i wish the best of luck to all thoughs kids though. We have all been through so many hardships, and the loss of many friends and ( Read more... )

well im at joes house like i am evey weekend, i dont know this weekend just seems different. or we seem diferent, i really dont know. i mad at my self because ive gaind weight, i dont realy look like i have but i have and i hate it. heres jow with the perfect body and then heres me fat ugly me........grrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

yeah im at school again like i am basicly every day. Just got done taking a test in mr fords stock market class. I dont think i did as good as i did onj my last one though i did study for this one for a while. well i had a great weekend joe took me out to see the new XXX state of the union it pretty much sucked lol. but they was some nice cars in ( Read more... )

im at school, and bored out of my mide! stupid stock market class, im doing good in it i just dont understand it very well so i dont know why im doing so good in it. i say blade 3 last night i had to see it befor joe did just cause i wanted too. so I went out and rented it. it wasnt bad it was better then i thought it would be. im still depressed ( Read more... )

k im really depressed now and i cant seem to get out of this funk, all i want is to curl up in a ball and disapear into my dream scap. oh just disapear in all. i want the misury to end all the death, the mistrust and hurt and sadness....... i just cant excape it. the drugs that they have put me on no longer seem to work. i feel no better no ( Read more... )

okay whoa havent written in this in a long fucking time lol........ well alot has been going on sence i last wrote live with my mom new school new and TRUE friends. made another horrable mistake with a guy name Dan what a fucking little bitch he is i cant beleive i dated such a little baby. well going out wiht joe again...... and have been going ( Read more... )

so yeah the first time that ive been able to get to a computer in a while, why? beacuse i dont live with my grandmother any more she kicked me out so now i live in sabattus with my mom, wich is cool ive been wanting to live with her for a while. I havent gotten to start school yet at Oak hill beacuse their fucking retards and have been giveing me ( Read more... )