i'm trying and trying and trying.

ummm studied for the SATs from 12:00 P.M. to 5:00 P.M. then went to pep band...sigh. the last one...i wanted to cry :( friday was better because everyone had so much more energy. senior poms were very talented...it was cool. today i went to the center and ate and now im typing.

went to school...and stayed there the whole day. it was like incredibly awesome. it totally made up for my very crappy/confusing/pissed off at every little thing week. so me and tracie went to AV and i was depressed because our video really stinks compared to others...like alex, tim, nick, eric, otto, etc. grrr i was so mad..right tracie? yeah then ( Read more... )

god i dunno what i wrote before...i tried wrinting in this LJ four times...im pissed off. went to school...made an appointment with heino...everything is not ok..but it will be. i donno what's wrong but something is...and i need some time to myself to figure it out. i need to be better at something...why does it feel like i have no talent

stupid computer!!!!!!

woot found an accompanist...woot...worked on acting project woot ( Read more... )

ok so maybe i will update today...ok so on the car ride there i was totally listening to my bro's ipod because well obviously he wasn't. he's got some great taste...i really like the Foo Fighters and Tegan and Sara...both are great groups. yeah so i listened for and hour and a half or so and then i did my romeo and juliet hw. so it was verry ( Read more... )

shit....updating tomm

crap! i wrote a long freakin entry and then the comp goes all mean on me...AGH! screw it...i'm not gonna try today..

highlight of my day..ken's mom and dad making me laugh...i just want a hug...from someone..i want a hug that never let's go.

it's 11:00 P.M. and i still have more Romeo and Juliet to read...studying for a spanish chapter test...and a bio quiz...i don't know any of this stuff...i totally screwed up on our WH quest today...im screwed...sis was yelling at me the whole car ride...and i have more stuff that just isn't making me happy ( Read more... )