stupid stupid quest tomm is really bothering me...god i'm totally screwed...saw one tree hill and american idol...which was really stupid on my behalf because i didn't practice today or study for the stinkin SAT's! GOD WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! i have so much to get done...and i'm really not in the mood to talk all that much because i dunno i guess i'm ( Read more... )

x1mP3Rf3cT81: you suck some terribly salty balls

Where are you?

I know there's someone out there
I want to wait in silence
I can't hold in my pain
I just want someone to care
How much longer will htis take?
This life full of unhappiness
I want it to end
So where are you?
Please find me because I don't know how much longer I can
wait...

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went to the mall with tracie. i was getting a little worried because she started spacing out. it was fun though...asshole wasnt there so there was no drama... thank god! i was helping my mommy feel better because she was going through some probs...and it was hard and i never really realized how much she did for the family. right now i am very bored ( Read more... )

ok so yest....had like a two hour phone convo with eamon...thank god we let everything out. i felt so happy after we talked, although i didn't sleep till like 12. but yeah. and i was pissed yest. at brian because he wouldn't understand how i take a crap load of my time to be a part of theatre and i can't go back and forth very easily like everyone ( Read more... )

went to concert...very cool...bounced off of walls...did some head banging with jess..fun. came home..and everything came to a screeching halt...cried for who knows how long...god i love you tracie...and becca...please be safe...find strength within the love you get...find peace within the depths of your soul...search for the soul...its there.. ( Read more... )

ok its like 9:30 and i didn't realize how much i had to get done....i have to shower, practice my flute, type up IHS paper, and study for SATs...screwed. lights was fun though!

ok let's start off my day...i was talking with matt and tracie and stephanie...tracie needs to stop doing a rounoff backleap/jump....:) and went through classes...the end of the day came and i stayed after to try on coats for the concert...and that was my day. HAHAHAHHA could i have been any more vague??? wait..don't answer that...because i ( Read more... )

wow wow wow wow! i have lots to do in about two hours because my sis is being very nice and wants to take me out to see a movie so i have to make this snappy...we had a very long convo until like 12:30 at night about me and where my priorities are...and right now they aren't in the right place and i've been blowing up wayyy to much in front of my ( Read more... )