it is monday april 11th, and my 21st birthday. hence forth i shall be sir phobos, and am declaring martian law. and by decree of the sacred planet red mars, Aries, god of mars from olympus mons to tharsus, demands you meet with me this night and buy me a drink. do your worst. im serious ( Read more... )

yesterday was Emily's funeral. i dont know that i believe she is really dead. the only moment i saw it clearly was when the bag pipes played. i was filled with something ive never felt in my life. such an intense blend of anger, sorrow, regret, helplessness. i dont understand why it had to happen to her. why not me. if i want it to be me instead of ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)ExtremeLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)HighLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very LowLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics ( Read more... )

if anyone has time and wants an amusing moment read the comments on my last entry. that said im off to work

today inbetween shifts i recieved the news that a friend of mine was killed in a car wreck today on 528. i first met emily in jubilation. her and i were really close on the st. louis tour. i always wanted to date her, but the timing was bad because her parents were really strick. God bless them. it didnt matter, did it? she was such a wonderful ( Read more... )

yesterday was the worst day ive had at work in a long time. i was there all damn day, and little things just kept going wrong. today better make up for it. im going to see my baby tonight. she hasnt been feeling well, i have to do something for her. um my 21st is in 10 days... i dont know if i want to throw a party or if i should go out. or do both ( Read more... )

i had an incredible night last night. went to applebeess with my cousin, meghan, and kira. our server jim was a team player and served us all drinks. we must have been there for.... damn... i dont know... how ever long it takes to have 3 big beers and 2 app. combos. about 1am i head over to aimee's. i love her. love love love. shes my silly bitch ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the annual celebration of the single most important event that has ever happened in the history of history. Jesus Christ rose, bridging the gap between man and God. nothings more important and there is no greater day. easter should be so much bigger of a celebration.. i feel like a mutant because i look around for someone who feels ( Read more... )

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aimee and i havent been seeing each other for over a week now. i dindnt want to write about it because im sick of writing about it. i really love the girl. i really miss her. but its strange because im not hurt at all. i dont know. i guess the best way to describe how i feel would be waking up before you finish a wonderful dream. i knew we wouldnt ( Read more... )