got in a fist fight with my dad
you should see the other guy
dont know where im going to be staying
i just miss my babygirl
lifes a peach

i bought 2 greatest hits cds the other day. micheal jackson and aerosmith. if they got in a fight im not sure whose side i would be on. i saw aimee again the other night... i didnt plan on it. it just kind of happened. i was already in orlando, my night wasnt going so well. there was only one reason i even drove down there and i spent the night ( Read more... )

i went to barnes and noble after work today. oh and by the way work was awesome because i got to eat half of the menu today..... so much ribs and chiken and desserts......... anyway so i went there to see chelsea who was working and i ended up there for 3 hours. just talking. i realized that i would make an awesome imaginary friend. who wouldnt ( Read more... )

its so beautiful out today. after my training at smokey bones i went to wickham park for a tan and run and brought my puppy. that poor dog almost never leaves the house, she was going crazy out there. i have a thnig about going in lakes, i just dont do it. i have a little knowledge about what takes place in still bodies of water so i never partake ( Read more... )

i broke it off with aimee. i have a pit in my chest when i think of her. i know i did the right thing, i did what i was supposed to do. it still hurts. i found my from autum to ashes cd though, its been about a year and ive missed it. nothing like some heavy drums and some blood pumping scream core to get my mind off things. tomorrow is my ( Read more... )

my dad is an asshole. i have serious issues with him. im not even sure i want to know him anymore, i think of him and i boil over with anger. the floppy disk with my book backed up on it doenst work. so most of my work is just gone. i dont want to rewrite it, im afraid it will never be as good as it was the first time. im pretty sure ill get the ( Read more... )

maritime studies finacial aide and orlando... here i come
but shhh, i havent told amiee yet... she still thinks im leaving im gonna fuck with her tonight. ha ha im gonna get my ass beat

its been a little while. so much has happened i dont even know where to start, i wish that i had updated more. Kira and Matt and i have had some good times. my second home, chelsea's house with her roomate carissa, where i became master of indoboard and watched every episode of sealab 2021 god ever made. and i promise you god did make them. grown ( Read more... )

i only have 2 months. i cut my hours at work so i can spend more time wih friends and people i love. im nervous... im a little apprehensive. but i know its the bet thing i can do. and if i come back in 4 years, or wherever i end up when my times up, ill be so much beter off. in many ways. speaking of better off, im not going to see aimee. i gave ( Read more... )

another miserable failure for josh. this chic just wants sex too. woke me up at 1:30, telling me to come over. i told her she should get a viberater. how come i cant make a connection? a physical connection is so easy... i want more. less is worthless. less is a waste of my time. speaking of, ive been talking to aimee again. shes interested again. ( Read more... )