yeah so ryan says that im the one that picked that fight...and he isnt appologizing.. not like he said that to me just his live journal...well uk what maybe i did pick the fight i mean shit im sorry if i didnt want to hear how u shot me down a few months ago... its not the fondest memory i have and i really didnt need it explained to me right now ( Read more... )

I hate myself for not being enough... i hate myself for not being all he needed... i hate myself that im not pretty enough... i hate myself that im not smart enough... i hate myself that im so naive... i hate myself that i let it happen again... i hate myself for caring so much... i hate myself for loving... i hate myself for trusting... i hate ( Read more... )

Its funny how i can give a friend advice and send them in the right direction, the direction towards getting his life back in order. And i send myself in the opposite direction. towards total distruction.i feel it happening. i see what im doing to myself. no one else does but i do its more harm then good ( Read more... )

A is for - Age: 17 ( Read more... )

Things that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk ( Read more... )

Summer is almost here, and then comes the time were the ones we care about the most now, will fade away into the night forever. when the bell rings, our lives change and some of us will b lost and eventually forgotten. its up to you to decide who will be with you.
A MAN CAN LIE WITH HIS MOUTH, BUT HIS TEARS ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH

Wow casey way to kill urself when ur 63

I had this dream last night. I don't remember where we were at I think it was at the KML game and we were all coming home from it. It was me, brent and brent had some new girlfriend that wasn't mariah, mariah with her new bf that wasn't brent, shane with that girl laura that he plans on asking out only they were dating during my dream. Nothing ( Read more... )