One of the blinds in the labs has twisted into a gnarled fan shape and i can't help staring. Instead of looking out, I stare transfixed at the cutout shape between me and outside, against the pane of glass. It is cold and windy out there, but being sick and on foot has not prevented me from getting my fix lately ( Read more... )

I've changed ( Read more... )

I have just printed of copies of my CAD line drawings (9 of them, she asked for 4) :/ and I'm now faffing around at the computer before i abdicate my hard earned spot in the lab (will have to dispose of the body somehow... hmm ( Read more... )

I'm spending more time counting the days back and ahead than paying attention to what is right in front of me, or around me, or inside me. Most of my last posts (albeit getting rarer) have read like this ( Read more... )

Ok so a rapid update of the last week in the life of me:
Airboarding is awesome, work is paying me reasonably for what i do, the french play is too demanding but fun, the 'higher entity of directing-ness' is more demanding and less funny (but a nice guy and he likes me so... meh!), i've eventually seemed to regain my grasp on some kind of enthusiasm ( Read more... )

My sister got her Baccalaureate ( Read more... )

These people irritate me ( Read more... )

... Welcome back ( Read more... )

Got to the point of giving up on you, 'cause I never seem to ever get through ( Read more... )

I think I just automatically deleted some important emails from my full inbox by mistake. I've now had to send a profuse apology to my lecturer in one of my units, asking him to send his correction of my review back to me and obviously apologising for not having saved it onto hard-drive straight away... ooops ( Read more... )