sooo memorial weekend was fun but im not going to talk about it lol too long muhahah im so nervous about friday because i have a date as some of you know but i dont know....im confused with will and i havnet talked to him in a long time...and steven seems way nicer ...i guess well have to see what happens and i hope this date actually happens and ( Read more... )

yes i got to talk to mary today and it made me feel really happy and i gave her the sock magaizine! i hope she likes it! got some whip cream at skool and it hurted my stomach and so today at skool was alright only three more weeks yaay! im gonna get a job i think with mckinleyville press i think, i had detention which blowed, my html won the thingy ( Read more... )

so this weekend had its high points and really shitty low points! so friday i got all dressed up to go to the placebo because my friend will was meeting us there...so when kristen ashley and I got there...we didnt watch any of the music (it sucked anyways) we went to this look out. we called will and he wasnt sure if he could make it because it was ( Read more... )

alright i decided i should do a new updation, but im sure ashley will kick me and ill bitch a lot so bare with me here. i gave up on devin, he doesnt know what he wants so when he you know stops being stupid im sure ill be waiting like i am right now im my computer chair....and now coryns going out with shawn so hahah. ive noticed a lot of ppl want ( Read more... )

i knew i shouldnt have gotten my hopes up the girl he liked a little bit wasnt me at all its coryn. i should have known...i cant evne think of a word that describes how i feel and he odesnt even know....i hate this!

today was shitty! last night was horrible so i woke up this moring feeling like crap and really depressed. i hid it from ppl esepcially at lunch becuase i didnt feel like talking about it to like these random ppl i dont even really know asking me whats wrong. i think that when someone leasts expects it and no one will find me im just gonna go by ( Read more... )

i cant wait till skool is over! god im so depressed when skool is in session...well actually im depressed all the time but skool is one of the main causes! ok so i lost the presidental allection! o well, im sure taylor deserves it more! it did take a lot of my time and now i cant fucking kick ppls asses if they threaten to fight me or vise versa! ( Read more... )

ok sorry for the lagg on the updation! how are you all doing? im doing ok i guess as some of you know im going out with ryan but im not sure how long that will last....i mean hes cool and i like him and all but like i dont know i dont love him and like him like he likes me! and i feel like a bitch...its just so ackward! and now that i have a bf and ( Read more... )

ive decided to fucking give up on the whole relationship bf shit because i try so hard for the guys i like and it gets me no where! more lonleier and depressed thats about where....and you know its not all that bad being that....i mean i want a bf so bad i want to be loved like that....but maybe im just that one person that that never happens to ( Read more... )

well today...today was crap...i felt like shit the whole day....and i still have a really really bad headache that i have taken many pills for....gah....i have to go pick out my frames tommorrow or the next day...and i really want to stay with jessica but you know if i cant then thats just shitty....it will be 4 weeks....isnt that like a month.... ( Read more... )