right now im just down in the dumps and i just need someone with me right now, which i dont have...anywho today was alright i guess i have a really bad headache and some ppl dont like me now and i understand why i guess....and then my mom had to o get my brother a new bong right and my mom said she would never spend money on him again cuz like when ( Read more... )

i wish that i could just like stop caring i hate how much i care and how hurt i get all the time....i wish i could just like disappear....i try so hard for everything and everyone and im still lonley...all i want is for someone to hold me and to love me and it has came to this....its not gonna happen...i may be young but i know what my furture is ( Read more... )

alright so ive noticed that not only mary reads this but ashley too!! I LOVE THEM BOTH!!! YES!!! so uhh...what to talk about....i like this kid dustin but i don tthink that he really likes me otherwise he would have broken up with CPG already...kristne is going out with a girl i'm not really mad at her though even though it is funny and ackward but ( Read more... )

gosh i dont know what to do...!!! ok well mary you know how like kyle dumped kristne and he was really mean to her and be like fuck you and then be like just jokeing i love you and made her feel like shit and ditch her for weed....well if you didnt know this now you do...and like now hes doing this to jessica and she really likes him but i dont ( Read more... )

skool was actually ok! i felt kinda gay in my skirt though even though i got compliments....i talked to mary!!! it was so awesome and then i guess kyle wants to ask out jessica but hes gonna wait awhile because of kristne and she wanted to cry over him and stuff...i kinda felt bad....OMG MARY GOT ME A CD IT IS SO AWESOME!!!! it totally reminds me ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY!! YAY 15! WELL...YESTERDAY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME I HUNG OUT WITH KRISTEN AND ASHLEY WHO JUST GOT BACK JESSICA AND SHAWN WHO IS MY EXBOYFRIEND AND HE JUST GOT DUMPED! ANYWHO SO LIKE KRISTEN IS HAVING PROBLMES WITH KYLE AND HE HAS BEEN CALLING ME AND JESSICA AND SHE HAS BEEN GETTING REALLY PISSED ABOUT THAT! BUT ( Read more... )

dude today was actually an ok day. i think its because i dont have to go to skool for a whole week yeah! first jessica and i tried to catch a chicken which didnt work out then we went to the beach and it was really fun. man my birthday is friday and i hope its gonna be fun i dont wnat ppl to fight or anything those stupid heads! i dont know what to ( Read more... )

sorry everyone i havent written in this for a long time i just find it really depressing...o well lets see recently i have been really sad because my friends are just being really stupid and i feel bad too and they make me sound like their mother but i dont care anymore....having sex behind bushes smoking weed cheating...it goes on and i just want ( Read more... )

THIS WAS HTE GAYEST THING EVER AKA WINTER FORMAL. THE ONLY GOOD PART WAS THAT MY HAIR WAS FUCKING AWESOME! I FUCKING LOST FOR QUEEN O WELL I KNEW I WASNT GOING TO WIN ANYWAYS! I THINK THAT IF JESSICA CAME IT WOULD HAVE BEEN WAY COOLER! MARY WAS REALLY REALLY HOT!!! YES!!! LOL AND I LOOKED LIKE SHIT WHAT DO U KNOW! AND LARS TALKED TO ME FOR LIKE AN ( Read more... )

I was wet a lot today. first in teh morning i standed in the rain which was quite fun so now i understand why she does it. i think ill do it more with her if she lets me then later today ashley and jessica and i were walking to go get antonio and she says thank god its nto raining and two seconds later it starts to poor and now im still wet lol it ( Read more... )