i had a conversation with a good friend of mine that almost made me cry ( Read more... )

i am really passive-aggressive.

i should learn to confront things more often.

i like a boy who i shouldn't.
i have friends who i dont even know like me.
i'm part of a family that i'm convinced doesn't like me as much as i like them.
i have homework that i could do now so i don't die later.
i wish i was prettier, thinner and smarter.

my life is one big mess.

i need to stop being so damned insecure.

this is awesome ( Read more... )

i hate the feeling when i know i want to be sad, and i want to cry but there's nothing to be sad about. nothing to cry about. there's something lurking...but it's not at the point where it's bad. maybe i just want someone to care? i dont know. people care. i'm just being overly emotional. maybe i'm just being dramatic. maybe i want someone to love ( Read more... )

arghhhhh ( Read more... )

heels, i think, are one of the most empowering objects a female can own. i love them.

so today i spent a billion hours driving to concordia-moorhead and what not.

at the end of the trip i decided that i wasn't going to continue with my job as the vball manager next year. it's too emotionally stressful for me. so yes. that is my conclusion.

it's 8:48pm right now and i'm about to go to a party ( Read more... )