i realized this past winter break that im terrible at keeping in contact. i used to be really good at it or so i thought but through the years since high school, i've become really hermity. i dont know what sparked this change but i dont think its a change for the good. ive lost contact w/ so many friends and it'll just get harder and harder to ( Read more... )

i finally got to hang out with some of my friends from undergrad a few nights ago. and while it was nice to see them, i'm kinda sad to say that things just werent the same anymore.  i knew they were immature before, but now that ive been in pharm school, i feel like i've matured a bit too much past them to enjoy hanging out as much as before.  is ( Read more... )

so like whoa, im posting ( Read more... )

*warning*: long post meant more for me than for you ( Read more... )

never in my life have i really been in danger of failing a class. and here comes second semester organic chemistry kicking some ass. namely, mine. for some reason, this semester i've almost become numb to my poor performance. i just got my most recent test back and i got approached by the lab director to drop the class, but i'm a month away from ( Read more... )

i recently met up with this guy i hadn't seen in 5 years and it was undescribably wonderful. i remember i used to think he was a fun guy back in high school, but i guess i never really got to know him because he was 3 years above me and graduated long before i was capable of getting to know him. well, i met up with him in new york and it was so fun ( Read more... )

i've heard of boyfriends dumping girlfriends and vice versa on the elusive valentine's day, but i didn't expect this one. friends dumping friends. it's been a while since i've felt this sick to my stomach for no substance induced reason. i'm not sure if it's because i'm sad or mad or what. as though valentine's day wasn't crappy enough for those of ( Read more... )

gay men get all the play they don't want.

and that is my enlightening thought of the day.

every once in a blue moon, and by that i mean maybe like 3 times EVER, does a boy find interest in this here goo. and everytime i've done the same thing. i run. but things always turned out well afterward. but i guess third time's a charm. wtf is wrong with me. and why do all the wrong boys like me. all of 3 that is ( Read more... )

i do not write all long entries. they weren't written to be read by those with short attention spans :p