After everything we've been through you'd think someone would have a little more common sense than to sleep in bed with another guy when i'm in the same building... I dont even know how to explain how this all feels except i feel guilty for doing what any one else would have done. I hate this and everything that surrounds it.

Dear God-

PLEASE help me get the job at CostCo. I'm broke and bored and i need a good job for once. Thank You In Advance

Bryan Quill
2445 Waupaca Ct.
Naperville IL.

( i figure you know where i live but i wanted to speed up the process)

i seriously hate not having a job. it throws everything off for me. i sleep too much, and ruin lots of good stuff in my life. i have super smelly farts rite now and its snowing and i'm really bored. AHEM! some one didn't answer my call which is sad. I would at this point just go to class for the fun of it if i actually had class on monday because ( Read more... )

so i've come to the conclusion that i'm never going to attempt to pay bills or ever even try to save money. every time i do i get screwed over. no matter what any one tells me that its a good thing that i got fired, i just wish i had the opportunity to find a new job at this point in my life. I took a chance to go to florida, i honestly dont know ( Read more... )

why is it when things are bad they only continue to get worse. why cant a bad day just have a point where it just stops and you spend the next few hours recovering? today alreay sucked being called into work on my day off then i get off with high hopes of having fun and that cant happen then i turn to my dad to just try do something and salvage the ( Read more... )

A fresh start to make a great thing even better. We were both going to walk away from what we had... to me it only showed us how much we have. I'm really glad that were gonna bounce back from this... I never realized how amazing i really have it till i lost it... hearing the things jessica had to say to me alone made me feel so much more ( Read more... )

Lately i havn't been my self at all. It isn't anything i can help or stop i just really feel like my self esteem vanished out of no where. I feel in human, and i really dont even feel like a man at this point in my life. The emotions that i feel are few and far between and its really begining to annoy me. I dont kno what could have caused this... ( Read more... )

Why cant I Just Change The Way I Feel?.... Work Yesterday Sucked so bad 9 and a half hours of being over worked with no breaks and no one appreciating a single thing. Yea that blows good thing i need money more than ever i'd consider leaving there too. I cant believe i have court for the dui in 3 days. Thats something i defidently dont want to ever ( Read more... )

If I Lay Here... If I Just Lay Here... Would You Lay With Me?... and Just Forget The World ( Read more... )

being increadibly sick sucks balls. i guess there is some huge virus going around so i suggest every one takes their vitamins. i didn't.... :(