Xmike247: dude, go jump on your parents bed and be like "holy fucking shit get the fuck up you lazy rents its a muthafuckin christmas holiday and let's open some zents"

Jesi will be home in an hour. I hope I get to see him tonight. Probably head over to Jeff's or something I don't know. Other than that, I bought two playstation games for like 20 bucks. That was cool. I miss Rylie a lot. More and more everyday. The worst part is is that I think that I'm the only one. Dammmmn I screwed up.

So I blew all of my chances for fixing things. Damn what a mistake though. She is so awesome and pretty and I'm a fool. FOOOOOLISH. Chrizist. Such a bummer. I think the only thing good that's come out of this is that it made me finally see that I have a billion flaws and a billion things wrong with how I treat people and situations. Boy am I paying ( Read more... )

Final Fantasy III rules. I need to go to school. I have too much freetime. Christmas shopping tonight.

So I found out that Glassjaw is getting back together and touring for the first time in 4 years and I'm cumming gallons.

Thanksgiving was actually OK this year. I spent a lot of time at my uncle's house in Holland and then afterwards I hung out with Mike and Matt. Mmmm so I am going to KVCC this winter for a couple classes. Next fall I'm going full time for basics so I can transfer and I will hopefully be getting an apartment with Kirk. Atleast that's the plan ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to Big Boy with Mike. Leah and Kelsey happened to be there and I was 50% unfortunate to sit with them. I'm amazed of how someone who has been out of high school for a year and half still banters on like a 14 year old. The acne doesn't not help seal the deal either. I'm a poet and I didn't even know it.

So I haven't updated in awhile. Things are going smoothly right now. I'm writing music again and I'm loving it. I love being with Rylie. I can't imagine being without her. I got a job that pays extremely well so that's nice. I'm still a douchebag. That's about it.

So that interview for that super good job didn't turn out. I thought I did good. Well I'm still scrambling to find work so if anyone knows of anyplace that is hiring besides the fast food business I would appreciate your help. I've had a rough couple of weeks. Phew. Glad everything is over with. I miss my friends. I haven't seen them in ages. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to warped tour. It was fun. It's pretty sad when there is a bigger crowd at Senses Fail than NOFX or LTJ or Saves the Day. Not only that, no one in their crowds actually knew the music. I saw the Stiletto Formal. Only about 15 or so people watched them which really sucked because I thought they were absolutely amazing. The two ( Read more... )