Jesi is gone.

He is one of the greatest friends in the world. All of you who think you have real friends can't even comprehend this. Fuck the world.

That last entry was gay ( Read more... )

I realized how many faggots my path of life has crossed with. I don't know why I ever decided to start talking to those younger girls. It's really weird. I feel like I have to dumb myself down when I talk to them. I don't even think that there will be a time when they will get to a certain age and grow up in an instant. Who the fuck announces their ( Read more... )

So today Mike and I went to a job fair. It was cool. We are getting high paying jobs. I just don't know what they are yet. I realized that going through High School without a job and whatnot was probably the easiest thing I've ever done. I feel sorry for anyone who drops out. It's lazy. I'm fucking lazy and I completed it. Chrizist. Anyway, good ( Read more... )

I am annoyed of everyone around me. I'm starting to dislike people who I once thought of as good friends. I think most of the reason why is their shallowness and always picking out what's wrong with everyone else. I was watching this movie called The Ringer and I was later talking about how stupid the movie was. I said I managed to laugh at one ( Read more... )

3 more days of high school.

So I turned 18 last week. Thanks for the Happy Birthdays from everyone. Ok but seriously enough of the sarcasm. Atleast a few people remembered. Lately I've been doing bad things. It's hard to keep something that you want to scream at the top of your lungs a secret.

Yesterday I went and saw Gatsbys American Dream and The Starting Line. I had fun.

I've been a very sad boy lately.

EXCEPT: Last night was cool. I like them boys in Ender.

I don't know how much longer this relationship will last. I really do like her, but in some ways I don't think she is mature enough yet and I'm not sure whether I can handle that aspect or not. I guess we'll see what happens. I personally find it ridiculous to have to always be worried about the status of it and shouldn't be worth the time. At the ( Read more... )